My symptoms are just getting worse. I had a panic attack last night and then I was apparently talking in my sleep. 

The hyper vigilance is kicking in. I am hearing every little sound outside and listening for anything that might be coming.

Then there are the memories that I would rather forget. The feelings of abandonment and loneliness.

I am taking my meds and going to therapy, yet I can’t seem to pull myself out of the dark place that I am in right now.

Who can I really talk too? My body is starting to fight me. Stress causes flare ups of my fibromyalgia. That makes me tired and sore. Class is hard to get through. All I want to do is crawl back into bed and sleep all day.

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