Today, I am trying to be positive. At least I am not in the hospital and I am working on my struggles with my therapist. I have not been inpatient at either the trauma unit or an eating disorder unit for over a year.
Each day brings struggle and negative thoughts, yet I have gotton through those days without self-harm. I am almost through my first semester back at school and am getting closer to performing on stage again for the first time in 20 years.
I am posting on here everyday. Granted, the posts may not be the most uplifting, yet they are about what is going on with me. I have begun to delve into art again and am using dance as a way of expressing myself.
Even with the loss of one member of my treatment team I am getting through one day at a time. Tomorrow, I may be back to less positive words, but today I wanted to do something different.