My treatment team up until roughly 4 years ago was excellent. They listened to my symptoms and concerns. Sometimes, we discussed my art or photos that I had come across. Even the names of people that had played a significant role in my life were remembered.
Yes, it is ultimately a profession and money is exchanged for services, yet at that time I felt like an individual. Like they actually cared about me and my mental health. If I was doing poorly, they often could fit me in for additional sessions and made a point to communicate with each other and exchange notes as well as concerns.
Today, I have different providers. They care about money. Before I even see them I have to pay or my session will get cancelled. I have never not paid them. In fact, at one point this year, I had a credit. My therapist rarely remembers what I say from one session to the next. Often I have to answer the same questions week after week about who a person was to me. I often think to myself, why don’t you just take notes??
After providing medication lists and hospital histories, they act like I have not provided them with any records. For those of you who have had or are in treatment, how are your providers? Do you trust them to assist you as much as possible? Do they care about more than money? I am just curious.